Staying honest in life is one difficult thing to go through. One must either not lie or be perfect. But since no one is perfect, its almost impossible to stay honest. When its impossible to stay honest its also impossible to avoid an arguement. Thats where fights between two partners in a relationship comes with a face. We cant force someone to change their attitude. because it will never happen unless he or she is willing to do so for that one person. More and more its a very rare catch you will be able to find a person that will change their everyday schedule, their habits, their mother nature for just one's being. How is it possible for one to do such change for a random person. Its just suicide to think so.
A writer walks to english bay everyday and see's many people walking by and he gets the blue running down his cheeks from his eyes. Not only is it the first time he has seen such a beautiful sight of people loving and caring for one another but also the love he never had before. He sure do would love to have experience the feeling to be love by some you love the most. So is it too much to ask, asked the writer. Take my paper and take my pen, for a pen and a paper is his career. giving such thing up is unspeak off. Take it all says the writer, take it and just let me feel what these lovely people are feeling. Let me be the barrell of dispair to what they have found. All he wanted was someone to love him they way he love that curtain someone. The writer has no family, has no siblings. The writers is what americans would say in deep shit situation....
What can we say about the writer ? Is the writer lonely ? Yes, obviously. Is the writer seeking for love ? Well at most part of the text. Then whats the conclution here? The conclution is found is not somethiong you find in the text. Its something within the text. Who ever mention that the writer is not inlove already ? Who ever mention that the writer is not in a relationship ? We cant judge something that is not writen or shown in a text. Its a false judgement then.
What we as readers dont see is that the writer is being heart broken by the person he love the most. From options that we can predict is that the person that the writer loves could'nt love the writer the way the writer wants to be love. Would'nt it be a sad sight to see someone fate to be writen. So what can we say about this story. All the writer wants is the lover to love the writer back as much. But in this life nothing is as we wanted. Only time will tell. We can only be the victims. But at the end no matter how bad things get. the writer always smiles when the lover shows even the slightest judgement of love towards the lover. I feel the pain to what the writer feels.
