Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Funny Post

Are you that sure that you are able to scare me with people who wears blue uniform or a long man dress with a hammer in court ? Id be laughing out loud if that were to be the case. Now essentially your not able to sue me even if you have asked further authorities. Now this is my fact.

If you were to sue me for something dumb as (WHY I SAY DUMB? Cause your not smart enough to make a proper report) this then let me lead your way to your loss. Number one we did not even make eye contact on the day I was in your school.
* I did not mention what school now did I ?
* Even if you have friends to say that they saw me, then whats stopping my friends from saying likewise?
I mean I know I was not making eye contact with you, unless you were eye balling me that I dont know nor do I care. But it surprises me after one view of appearance, "one" can change their mine so fast. HMMMM I mean I wouldnt not mind to back off after hearing you say, "
WE STAY OUT OF YOUR WAY, YOU STAY OUT OF OURS" after hearing that, it sounds as if your appologizing for something Im not reffering to whom i was talking about. But yet that just shows how you actually do have an IQ. But damn it would be fun thought to go to court and see you lose in public and in papers. OOOOOOHHH. Owh well time to grow up you high schoolers.


Thursday, June 25, 2009

The Pain That Cost Me My Life




I have no one to trust but you. I have no where to go but the place in your heart. I have no shelter to hide but the willows around your arms. Sometimes its better to tell a big lie than to know that small truth. To what I have done for you is a having a window open but yet it is as if its closed. I feel despair to what has happen. I am in a situation where you put me behind the bullet. I feel like I am at the edge of the sharpest knives. I can't recall my feelings towards any emotion that strikes right before me.

I swear I curse and I drink. Promises are just a mere word to me now. Faith is money and trust is the receipt that I have to what you think was my moms. Life is and ordinary child that walks by with a cookie on his left hand and an ice-cream on the other. I want my baby back. I want my old Yulia backkkkkkkkk. Take back the scratch you scared on the inner part of my chest! Don't let me in with this pain baby. Life is so unfair. Baby all I want from you from all the fun we share something no one can give. Baby please. Bring back the nights when I held you beside me. Bring back the time of our lives. Feels like just yesterday you had me all over. You hug so tight that I was so lost that I couldnt tell wheres up or down.

I'll sit aimlessly thinking where have I gone wrong. Lighting my lighter and walking throught life unnotice knowing that no one cares. Seeing all of this haze and all of this pain. I'll burn it all down as my dreams shatters with all the hope I had. I want to see everything fades away. I want to see everyone screams. I want to see everyone suffers. I want to see everyone in pain. As that happen, I'll sit myself at home laughing to what I have experience.

Now that I live on my own without the help of any soul (and i mean no one, not even family). I have no responsible towards them or to anyone. I was born independent. I was a fuck child. Dont know what it is ? It means as it sounds. So yeah everyone can say. "Big whoop, I know alot of 19 year old live by themselves without the help of anyone", I mean sure you have. But not the way I spent my living type you've seen. I was'nt born a silver spoon but I am not going to live in poverty. Hate me for different. At least I wont be the type of father that would say to his child as so:- Son, I think thats a bit too expensive for daddy to buy. Or even something a husband would say to his wife:- Honey, you know "WE" can afford that........... WHAT THE FUCK. He mention the word "WE", as in both him and his partner has to pay for it. Like as in he would let the wife pay. !!!!!!!

So yeah call me whatever, at least Im not living a hypocrit life. All the male species say life starts when your 40. In my oppion to why most male say that is because before they reach the age of 40, they have a shitty job with 23 thousand kids to feed and 45 hundred wife to take money from. So as soon as he reach the age of 40, he has no dept cause he practically use everyone by the age of 30. Therefore all I can say is Fuck You with your "IM OLDER THAN YOU, SO I THINK IM MORE EXPERIENCE IN LIFE" ( i mean yeah your totally amazing, since you take a bus to work every single day till the day you die.

That why and I cant let my life to be the same as others. I live my own life without the help of anyone. I'll take Yulia with me far far away from no liferss. If your so blindly think I'm leaving her for an office and an awesome paycheck or being a liutenate in an Airforce in Holland or even for another BIMBO. Well you must be fucking kidding me cause thats not going to happen ever. I love her so much that non can compare with. You must be either drunk or retarded to actually think Id leave her.



This is to people who have big mouths over Fendy and Yulia or just Yulia

Some girl name Aubrey or Audrey - Some bitch thats getting rape in the future.
Chealsea - I dont know here but she use to create proble
Davyd - Some ching who dare to threathen me.
+6012 200 2889 This asshole who chicken out after i scolded him for disturbing yulia
Fierra - Some porkface wannabe

I'll make it simple for you guys, to the girls who has a problem with Yulia please deal it with me. I am sick and tired of you rich kids who only go to a SEMI private school. ERM ErM i wanna say that again. A SEMI private school, yet you all show off more than my friends who go to Alice Smith or Month Kira or even Garden. So please to girls who dont want to be rape by my horny guy friends than please shut your pussy tight before I pay someone to bleed it open. And to the boys who dare to touch and mention the name Yulia. Well then if i were you i wouldnt. I have alot of friends. I mean of friend, most of them would love to make a chinese boy cry all the way to the hospitals like a mamas boy with a broken nose and leg. I actually forgot how its like to break a nose. Mind REMINDING ME THIS SATURDAY ?????? Yes im abit racist when youve cross the line.