To My dearest Yulia

Baby i have no other thing to say but I love you with all my heart, nothing less than those there words. I will jump to the sky and and actually scream your name so that almost everyone knows that we are together. I wish that as soon as I fall to that very ground, it is you that im thinking of, i wish that ot is your face that i picture in my mind before meeting my own angel of death. Baby you are my Halo to my angels of heaven. I will only be logical that turn back as a muslim just because that "GOD" promises that if we are good in earth, we will both meet in heaven for all eternity. Do you know how much that means to me ?




Baby I cant imagine a life without having thinking about you every single moment I breath, I feel lonely the very seconf you dont pick up my phone call, I feel disgrace the very moment you think I abandoned you, I feel sad the very moment you tell me something you want to tell me but I couldnt hear. Baby i love you so much. I just cant stop missing you , you make my beat day by day.




Baby do you know that 60% of times you talked to me on the phone, I wasnt concerntrating? Did you know that. Like when you tell me you go out and you sleep over and stuff, I didnt really pay attention. Do you want to know why ? Its because all I want was to record your voice, tattoo your vocals into my brain. I love you so much that i really dont fucking care what you did or what you didnt (depending on situation), all i want was the last 3 words you tell everytime you finish talking on what you were telling me about. I am happy everytime you tell me. I miss every second with you. Sayang, Im not going to lie to you, I hang and talk around with alot of girls, but non of them can even compare to you sayang, if me and you were to grow old together i want our grave to be right beside to eachother at the very spot we got married baby. You dont know how much I love you

I Molded My Love For You

To the the most important person in my life :) I care for one person alone and thats my utter most joy of love for Borodina Yulia Nikolaevna. Baby if people say loving you is stupid than i don't want to be smart. I rather die being hit by a truck knowing the last thought that I made was just strictly to be with you forever

I can't imagine a life without knowing you existed in my heart. I jog everyday not to look good for me, but I jog everyday to look good for you, I want you to be proud of me. You made a new man out of me baby. The old me is dead and gone, I am all yours. No girls i know can love me like you love me. Most people just gave up on me. But you stay put didn't you baby.

I love you so much sayang. Hold me and never let go :) MUAHXXX